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16 junio 2021

Day 16 Happy Hump Day!

I'm jumping back into the saddle after yesterdays faceplant into a carb puddle. I jumped on the scale this morning just to see the damage but there wasn't any. I weighed in at 219.2. I think I scared the scale yesterday after wailing Why?!?!?! at it yesterday. I also may or may not have threatened to chuck it out the window. I get the scale is only a number. I should be taking into account that I feel less fluffy. I should realize that this will take time and I have no fairy godmother who can slap my butt and make that thing shrink. If anyone can send a fairy godmother my way it would be greatly appreciated.

I am taking this as a bit of motivation. Tonight I am going to mow the lawn and that can be my workout. Push mowing almost an acre is a workout. Plus it saves me $45 since the neighborhood kid won't be mowing it for me. I'm journaling earlier, making sure I only eat when I'm hungry, and I'm going to try to be and do better. I'm going to lookup exercises I can do at home with hand weights or bands or anything not in a gym because I'm pretty sure the gym would kill me. I'm also heading to lunch in a bit with the boyfriend so that probably means beer and wings. BUT.. life is a balance and I need the stress relief so I don't end up head first into another pie.

15 junio 2021

Peso: Disminuído hasta ahora: Aún para ir: Dieta seguida:
99,6 kg 2,4 kg 31,6 kg Bien
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14 junio 2021

Day 14!

I’ve been running around like a crazy person all day. First there was a drs apt for the teenager, decorations scavenger hunt for the FFA banquet tonight, PT for the teenager, and now I’m hurtling to my death on the way home to change and head to the school to decorate with the teen behind the steering wheel. Lord help me and get us there in one piece.

I was just told the banquet is not a banquet. It’s an individual pie eating event. I’m not sure what parent thought of that but I would have thought that was a genius idea 14 days ago. Now? I hope the diet gods grant me with willpower tonight. Pie is amazing, pie from the sugar shack is supposed to be heaven. I’ve avoided an entire block of town to stay as far away from that place as possible because they are famous for their baked goods. I think I just gained 10 lbs thinking about it.

I have jerky in my purse. If needed I will totally eat purse jerky. I got this.

13 junio 2021

Day 13

Ever have one of those days where you’re so busy you forget to log and then when you go to log you can’t remember what you ate? That was what today was. I’m pretty sure I logged everything that I ate but something may have slipped through. Nothing bad, just something I can’t remember putting in my own face.

Still going as strong as ever. I want to set mini goals but I feel like I might be being a bit aggressive. I blame my short person personality. We are like aggressive Chihuahuas. We like to take on more than is smart to take on. That 200 pound weight crushing me? Yeah I totally got this! I’d love to lose ten pounds a month. I’d also love to win the lotto and buy a lake house. Both are possible and both are highly unlikely. Is it bad to dream big? Maybe setting an aggressive mini goal will help get me to where I want to be even if I fall a little short each month. Maybe it will piss me off and make me try harder if I don’t make it. Maybe I shouldn’t set any goals and I should just keep on going with the plan. I’m not sure what I should do but whatever I do is going to get me to my end goal someday.

12 junio 2021

Day 12

Today was a boat day full of fun, sun, waves, and a few drinks. The littles had fun, the adults got to relax, and no one floated away. It was a successful day. As added bonus I got into my swimsuit for the first time this season. Talk about motivation! I may put on my swimsuit every time I crave something sweet just to remind myself that I want to be in better shape.

You know that saying "nothing tastes as good as skinny feels"? I'm pretty sure that line is totally BS and some fitness bunny probably bounced around so much she shook her brain loose to come up with something so ridiculous. Plenty of things taste absolutely delicious. The thing I have come to realize is food is absolutely delicious but idea of feeling comfortable in my own skin would feel priceless. Some things are worth skipping dessert for, putting on a swimsuit without having to do a jump, wiggle, and adjust; having pictures taken that I don't want to immediately delete; being able to jump on and off a boat without grabbing my own foot to pull it up and over the side. That last one I may always have to do. I'm only 5'1" and watching me climb into the boat should probably be recorded and put on youtube. I'm not sure why I think being skinnier would make me more flexible but I do. I also believe I will be able to jump higher and my knees will stop sounding like rice crispies. None of this may be true but I'm willing to risk finding out.


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