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22 junio 2021

Peso: Disminuído hasta ahora: Aún para ir: Dieta seguida:
100,7 kg 1,4 kg 32,7 kg Bien
   Agregar Comentario Ganando 1,1 kg a la Semana

21 junio 2021

Day 20 and 21 cause I’m totally sucking at realizing what day of the week I’m on at this point.

My one treat of pie has turned into a snackcident. I’m waking up every day with good intentions and then by 2 I’m craving cinnamon and sugar toast like a junkie looking for a fix. I also keep waking up at 6 AM with a good intention of working out but I realize now that when I get up at 6 AM I’m not really awake. I don’t think getting on the treadmill is a good idea if I can’t even tie my own shoes. It seems it takes me at least 1 cup of coffee before I can see straight.

Tonight I am trying to get my butt back in gear. I am doing all of the motivating. I’m journaling. I’m looking at food and trying to plan meals. I realized my house has no food in it. I should probably buy healthy food so I have a snack option that isn’t toast. I have gotten on tiktok and I have followed all of the low-carb people that seem to know what they are doing. I am looking up the things people told me to look up.

If someone could sprinkle some pixie dust or fairy farts in my direction to give me some motivation it would be greatly appreciated. Until then, tomorrow is a new day. It’s a fresh start to get this right. A journey doesn’t go in a straight line it’s full of twists and turns and getting lost and refusing to stop at the gas station for directions. It’s stopping every five minutes to pee and insisting on buying items with the names of places then refusing to ever wear these things. I got this. I’m strong. I’m stubborn. I’m willing to take my mouth shut if I have to.

20 junio 2021

Day 19

We spent the day on the boat with friends so my eating and drinking was horrid. I did log everything and was exhausted by 7 so we never made it back out for dinner. We may need an adult to supervise us at this point.

I also realized that I have a physical on Wednesday. I’m equal parts curious and horrified by this idea. I made the appointment 4 months ago when I was full of motivation that I no longer have and now the prospect of having my health looked at terrifies me slightly. It’s like going to a nude beach only everyone is making eye contact. Maybe it will scare me straight in my diet journey. Maybe I will get lost in the parking lot and not make it in. The apt card they sent had all sorts of tests they may or may not do and said to allow significant time for tests. Da fudge? What happened to I go into the office and I get my blood pressure taken, stand on a scale, and they tell me to eat better? Getting older sucks.

19 junio 2021

17 junio 2021

Day 17

Had anyone seen my motivation? I looked all over for it today and I can’t find the darn thing. I think my inner fat chick strangled her with a cupcake. Apparently pie is a gateway drug. I had one slice of pie and now I’m on a slippery slope downward. It just goes to show pie is evil.

I’m going to log what I ate today but I’m going to warn you now it’s not pretty. Low carb has completely gone out the window and my fat chick side is craving all the carbs. Can someone please tell me how I get through this? How do I get back to the first 14 days that I did of low carb and keep it going without wanting to smash my face into a piece of pie? I believe it’s possible because I’ve heard of people that did it. Of course I don’t know any of these people. They were a person that a person knew so maybe in fact low-carb is actually impossible and it’s just a myth. Maybe it’s a fairytale!


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