Diario de stillmanart, 03 abr. 09

'm supposed to be doing my taxes, not this.... but i'm on cal count too and posted some stuff there. my name is demofem there, or artisjoy.. i'm not sure.

I love putting on new smaller clothes and prancing in front of the mirror. It helps me stick to my diet..but i can't keep getting new clothes! I have more than enough right now, don't have extra money, New clothing is just another addiction, i know- but healthier? I;\'ve been this way all my life.
When i stopped smoking i weighed 142 pounds and went up to 156. After 4 wonderful months of not smoking disgusting cigarettes, my best friend said to me:"you are fat." The next day i bought a pack of cigarettes to use as diet pills. Then i started calorie count and have lost 38 pounds. That's 24 pounds beyond the cig weight. So why don't I stop smoking again? I'm not secure enough in this yet. I'm not ready. i was suicidal last august, at 156; now that i smoke again, i can die more slowly. no i'm not kidding.
53,5 kg Disminuído hasta ahora: 16,8 kg.    Aún para ir: 1,8 kg.    Dieta seguida: Bien.
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