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14 agosto 2009

Peso: Disminuído hasta ahora: Aún para ir: Dieta seguida:
77,6 kg 0 kg 9,5 kg No Aplica

23 octubre 2008

I'm finally back on here! We were having oodles of problems with our computer, and had to get a new one. It took a while for my hubby to be off work long enough so we could go out together to get it. So I am here again...

Lots of things have been going on in the past few weeks. My kids have kept me busy, of course. My oldest daughter had to have surgery to remove a growth under the skin by her nose on Monday of last week. It was truly minor surgery, but they were putting her out for it, and I was a nervous wreck. Not to mention, it is her face, and I didn't want her to have a huge scar for the rest of her life right smack in the middle of it. Everything turned out great though, and it looks like it won't be a large scar after all.

Hubby has still been working a ton, so I am everything to the kids all the time. It's stressful. Just trying to get in for a hair appointment has been a headache! Hoping things slow down a bit soon, so I can start some Christmas shopping.

On the upside, we are going to a Halloween party this weekend, and my hubby is being such a good sport! I am going as a football player, and he will be a cheerleader!! It will be hysterical. Glad that he is letting go and being silly for a night. It should be fun!

I've been doing ok on the eating. Been trying to just stop thinking about food, and respond to my body only when it is truly hungry. Seems like it is helping a bit, since I have lost some.

23 octubre 2008

Peso: Disminuído hasta ahora: Aún para ir: Dieta seguida:
78,9 kg 3,6 kg 10,9 kg Bien
   Agregar Comentario Perdiendo 0,5 kg a la Semana

10 octubre 2008

I've fallen off the wagon, and I can't get back up!! Yesterday was my birthday, and I can't figure out when birthdays became all about eating. My husband surprised me and took the day off to take me shopping and out to lunch. First of all, I HATE shopping for clothes, but there really isn't anything else I wanted or need. It is a terrible cycle with me. I don't want to spend the money on clothes because I swear I'm going to lose the weight and wear the closet full of 'skinny clothes' I have from my last weight loss, but I always feel so sloppy wearing the few pairs of jeans that do fit, and the few bigger tops I have. And it all makes me very unhappy. We aren't rich, and with 4 kids, I can't exactly afford to buy a lot of extras for myself all the time. My hubby is so sweet, he tries to help me pick out nice things, and always compliments me. Anyway I ended up in the dressing room with jeans and tops. I did get 2 outfits, and even kind of like how they look.

At lunch, I had an enormous turkey avocado club sandwich, and half of a huge piece of pumpkin cheesecake. Then got a pumpkin frappuchino for the ride home. We had beef sandwiches (I did only have half) for dinner, then he got me a fresh strawberry whipped cream cake for dessert. Well, today I haven't been able to stop eating again. My friend brought me about 2 pounds of fudge for my birthday, from a trip she took last weekend. She didn't know I wasn't eating chocolate. I HAD to taste it today, so that just jump started my desire for chocolate again. I am so disappointed, after 2 WHOLE WEEKS of none, I caved badly.

I promised myself that I would try really really hard to be better after yesterday. I want to do something for myself in honor of my birthday. Deep down I know I deserve it...it's just convincing the rest of me that I CAN do it again.

07 octubre 2008

I honestly can't believe it has been 12 days of no chocolate for me. And it hasn't been nearly as hard as I thought it would be. There have been a few close calls, like when I was in the grocery store and got a horrible craving for those little chocolate milk chugs. I put one in my cart to drink on the ride home and started to walk away. I only got about 5 feet when I remembered my vow. Something so natural for me to do almost became a binge because I'm sure it would have set off the full-out cravings again.

The only problem seems to be that I have found a way to substitute other sweets. Vanilla wafers, granola bars and other types of pastries have filled the void. I am also eating more fruit, which is good, but apparently not enough because I gained weight last week! I guess maybe carrot cake doesn't count as a vegetable either LOL :-)


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