I have always been big, never a day or month or year has gone by without me looking at the scale getting angry create excuses for myself even though I know there just execuses well my excuses have a run out I am committed to losing this weight I work out 6 * a week 2 hours each day and I'm cutting my calories I need support, its not easy and although I believe in myself sometimes u need a little nudge. I'm 26 and have to much muscle and fat I need to somehow just show the muscle while still looking feminine :)