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Yesterday was supposed to be detox where I only have liquid meals like soup or fresh juice but with what was going on with my body trying to heal all the bruises and cuts from Saturday night, I thought it best to give my body all the proper nutrients it needs. I deviated from the liquid meals slightly with some ryevita crackers and low fat cream cheese for lunch and a baked potato with a tiny little scraping of more low fat cream cheese... All of that hit the spot and I no longer felt hungry. I still managed to cook a great big Spagetti Bolognaise (from scratch), for my husband and fathers dinner and do both their lunches for today and although tempted, didn't even have a pick!
Well, those of you who have gotten to know me, will also know that my husbands ex girlfriend who is also the mother of his youngest son is a devious, spiteful little 23 year old witch who gains pleasure from making others lives a misery... especially mine and my husbands! During December (and any time she feels I've overstepped her boundries) she banned me (?? yes BANNED) from having anything to do with her son - I love that little boy as if he was my own and it kills me when I can't see him or have any contact with him at all...! But last night she relented and phoned my husband to say "Harry wants to see that c**t and won't stop asking after and crying for that f*****g w**re"! Soooooooo, I get to see my little boy tonight (She can call me anything she wants - words do not harm me!!) - we are taking him out for a special dinner at a resturant - so she's only allowed him out with us for 1 measly hour but it's something at least!! I'm so excited but so very wary of why she's had a change of heart! He's got to the age where he's comparing what his life is like with us and what he lacks at home and I do gain some satisfaction from knowing that he appreciates all Daddy and I do for him! It always brings a smile to my face that what we've given him in love and attention and disipline over-rides anything we cannot give him in money!
Baby steps everyone... I'm realising my mantra not only applies in the dieting part of my life but for every other aspect of it too!
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774 kcal
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Grasa: 24,35g | Prot: 30,85g | Carbh: 108,67g.
Desayuno: Pure Orange Juice from Concerntrate Smooth, boiled egg. Almuerzo: soft cream cheese, ryvita. Cena: oven fries, corn , pea, steak. Pasa Bocas / Otros: Pure Orange Juice from Concerntrate Smooth, water. más...
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