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so I have had 5 weeks off, and not been swimming to sort out some personal issues, I have changed my weight day from a Monday to a Wednesday and will be doing my first weigh in tomorrow I have eaten everything crappie that I have cleared the house out of any bad food so I can start a fresh. today I have eaten way much than I was comfortable with as a buffet at work I'm hoping it's mo more than 8lbs. I have gained in the 5 weeks. I have a new method of eating and new daily targets, I feel focused which I wasn't before. I'm still not mentally where I want to be but tomorrow is the first step to going in the right direction. I have missed you all and thank you all for your support whilst having a bit of a melt down. its the time of year I lost my mum l, dad and uncle, my best friend may not be here at Christmas due to cancel and my partner broke up with me so alot off negative thoughts but I can't n change the past n I can only hope to make a better future :)
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Wow u have had it hard, here's to ur new start in everything, good look lovely n welcome back xx
14 jun. 22 por el miembro: heatherboardman
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I'm here for you sweet xx 😿
14 jun. 22 por el miembro: tinytina1313
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Yeah it doesn't seem to get any easier, it will be better once June is out the way! My dad died on my birthday the 1st, his funeral was the 7th, his birthday was the 8th, my uncle died on the 9th, my mum died on the 12th, fathers day, my uncles funeral day and my mum was laid to rest on the 30th so generally I get a depression kick in when the month comes up. I have tried ti be strong but this year hit me harder for some reason. I try not to think about it, its just hard :( but I have to be strong and see the rainbow through the rain!
14 jun. 22 por el miembro: lea6988
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Yeah it doesn't seem to get any easier, it will be better once June is out the way! My dad died on my birthday the 1st, his funeral was the 7th, his birthday was the 8th, my uncle died on the 9th, my mum died on the 12th, fathers day, my uncles funeral day and my mum was laid to rest on the 30th so generally I get a depression kick in when the month comes up. I have tried ti be strong but this year hit me harder for some reason. I try not to think about it, its just hard :( but I have to be strong and see the rainbow through the rain!
14 jun. 22 por el miembro: lea6988
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Not in the same year but it's just the dates if june if that makes sense x
14 jun. 22 por el miembro: lea6988
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My mum died on the 24rh June only have 1 lost loved one, ands it's incredibly hard for me, and I can't wait til it's over so my heart goes out to you, sending u so much love xxxx
14 jun. 22 por el miembro: heatherboardman
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Heather I am sad to hear that :( I am sorry, It is incrediblely hard and this time of year is painful for you too, I think I go through through everything alone but we are all going through something and I know this site we came in for our weightless journeys but I think there is alotnof people on here are very supportive and understanding and help us through our dark times and there to help us. You and many others on here are a great inspiration to me x
14 jun. 22 por el miembro: lea6988
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Keep smiling my darling and as u say there are many people on here that will support u in ur good days and ur dark u don't have to do it by urself xxx
14 jun. 22 por el miembro: heatherboardman
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15 jun. 22 por el miembro: Eliza998
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hey Leah, I wondered where u were. hope ur ok my lovely, good idea to wait til u feel ready again then press the re start button. u can do it my lovely, get that focus back on. we're here for u young lady sending big hugs xx
16 jun. 22 por el miembro: Addison5712
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