Diario de dumplingirl, 08 abr. 09

Well I am coming back. I decided that I have to just get serious and stop playing around with my weight. I have really let myself go. I decided to go get my hair done yesterday and I am feeling better. I just feel like I am the biggest failure. I really need to see that I can change. I guess I want instant results. I know that there is results but I want It all gone. I have missed signing in and talking to all of the people on here regularly. I feel old and fat and do not know where my life is going. I just feel like this is my mid-life crisis. I just miss having my children being children. Sometimes I think I will like it, but I then feel like being a mom is the only thing in my life I ever really enjoyed. Now I am just wondering what else I can do. I have education, a great marriage, but I am empty. I guess if I lose the weight I will be better focused.

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1665 kcal

Grasa: 43,32g | Prot: 73,39g | Carbh: 245,79g.   Almuerzo: spaghetti, water, dinner roll. Cena: Nachos with Chicken or Turkey and Cheese. Pasa Bocas / Otros: skim milk, Wheat and Bran with Nuts and Fruits Cereal (Presweetened). más...

2242 kcal

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