|
Yesterday was a blur... just sugar, sugar, sugar, and then top it all off with BIRTHDAY FRIGGIN CAKE. I didn't record anything, including my NON-EXERCISE, and I'd rather just forget the whole debacle. Except for my precious daughter's birthday, of course. The sweetest most gentle most appreciative most level-headed nineteen year old person I've ever met. I want to be HER when I grow up.
With all the associated stress of trying to get everyone together in this house for 10 minutes to wish someone a happy birthday, having to beg and plead for weeks for everyone's schedules... and the sensitive, fragile nature of my two oldest daughters' relationship, mending, mending... it's so stressful having them both home at the same time... mending... mending.. praying... my husband finally gets home at 7:30 and says he's gonna go out behind the shed, IN THE RAIN, and pack a few bags of junk for the junkyard, while we're waiting for oldest daughter to finally get home!! We're all there with DINNER ON THE TABLE, and he can't spend 20 minutes eating and talking with the 3 of his kids that are there?! I said to him, um, let's eat dinner together, it's Franki's birthday dinner, NOOOOOOO, he has to keep coming at me with his stupid pack-filthy-bags-of-crap-in-the- rain-for-twenty-lousy-minutes idea, he must've said it 6 more times, until I was vibrating with squelched rage, trying to keep it light for the kids and the birthday... That garbage has been behind the shed for literally 12 years or 14 years!
And then he thought it would be funny to take a balloon down off the ceiling and torment my dog with it. She's deathly, pitifully afraid of balloons. It's just cruel. Some things are funny and some things are just cruel. And he can't just do something one time, he has to keep agitating.
I sent him a long text this morning, he's at work. He called and we talked. I'm so tired of him being the biggest, most attention-starved CHILD in the house. YOu know what they say about the thing that attracted you to the person in the first place, that it will turn into the thing you hate most? It's true.
Vent over, I feel lighter. Gonna do better today.
|
1095 kcal
|
Grasa: 49,58g | Prot: 37,40g | Carbh: 156,06g.
Desayuno: Herbal Tea. Almuerzo: Strawberries, Swanson Chicken Cooking Stock, Giant Eagle Cherry Tomatoes, Cooked Mushrooms (Fat Added in Cooking), Cooked Kale (from Fresh, Fat Added in Cooking). Cena: Bertolli Olive Oil, Jennie-O Lean Taco Seasoned Ground Turkey, Herbal Tea, Kraft Shredded Parmesan Cheese, Mario Extra Large Pitted Black Olives, Giant Eagle Cherry Tomatoes, Zucchini. Pasa Bocas / Otros: White Cake with Icing (Home Recipe or Purchased), Rold Gold Classic Style Pretzel Rods, Flavorite Sliced Strawberries, Fresh & Easy Cut Pineapple. más...
|
|
1568 kcal
|
Ejercicio:
Tareas del Hogar - 1 hora y 30 minutos, Ejercicios de Calistenia (por Ejemplo, Flexiones de Brazos Pesados) - 20 minutos, Descansando - 14 horas y 10 minutos, Durmiendo - 8 horas. más...
|
|