Diario de BadAndee, 17 oct. 07

It's probably a little late in the day to actually begin the diet today. Anyway, I pretty much blew it already by having a grilled cheese for breakfast and a grilled cheese for lunch! At least I'm consistent!! I first joined Weight Watchers on-line and things went fine while I learned the basics of the program. Then I joined the meetings when I felt i needed more support. At the meetings, I started out with alot of ambition and did great for the first few weeks. Each weigh-in, I lost weight, but i noticed it varied depending on which scale they weighed me on! (when every ounce counts, that can be very frustrating!) Also, the support system still wasn't there. The meetings were always too broad and general. I guess I made the mistake of expecting them to be a little more tailored. I went to 3 different meetings to experience different instructors, but they were all the same. After one very disheartening week where I practically starved myself, I went to weigh-in and was told that I actually gained a pound! I didn't even stay for the meeting. I cried on the way home, and haven't been back since. that was a month ago. I'm happy to say that I still haven't gained back the weight, but I haven't lost any more either. Maybe i just need a friend/support team, to make a difference. I like challenges and friendly competition!! bring it on!! anyway, I SUPPOSE I'll come back to Weight Watchers...as long as it's done MY WAY this time (weigh-in to be from my one-and-only scale!) . Is there anybody out there who can relate to me??