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Well here I am again. I have lost track of me and the purpose of losing weight. My willpower has gone missing, and I am up 21 lbs. I feel that my weight has always been a struggle for me, and I began getting comfortable with my body. Of course, I was proud of the weight I had lost, but I began to convince myself that I did not have to work as hard. Then before I knew it I was eating terrible and not working out. The holidays came, and I began to eat even more. It was the day after New Year's when I decided to get on the scales. I weighed in at 297. My heart dropped. I could not believe it. I had made a promise to myself and my trainer that once I had hit 290 the first time I was no longer gonna reach 300 ever again. I instantly thought of that moment when the scale said 297. I have been working out for the past 3 weeks. Some days I even worked out twice a day. I have since been able to lose 7 lbs. This has built my confidence and my self-esteem. I am determined now more than ever to get to my ultimate weight of 200lbs. Once I reach 261 I will have lost my 100th lb. I'm extremely looking forward to that day. I know it will take time, but I'm in charge of my life. I will no longer allow food to lead me into temptations. New Year; New Me....That is my motto.
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