Diario de caged liberty, 14 may. 08

Yesterday I had a headache and nausea. Today I have a headache, nausea and a twitching eyelid!

I dont really feel like dieting or watching what I eat when i am sick but I know that I need to. Today is my official PMS day I guess. I am depressed that my weight is not shifting. I have like only 10 items of clothing because I dont want to buy any more 1X clothes. I am normally a size 10 and I dont want to buy size 16 or 14. I dont care about numbers on a scale, but measurements. I look like a squash. My upper body is really thin and is losing weight steadily but my hips are still as wide as the Golden Gate Bridge. I would just like to buy a nice pair of trousers or a dress that fits nicely.

I had to go to the doctors yesterday and I just couldnt figure out what to wear..how odd...some people have that problem because they have too many clothes..I have that problem because I just keep wearing the same clothes again and again and again.

I am having major cravings for the past few days. I succumbed to half a pita bread yesterday and just now willingly allowed my two year old feed me an animal cracker.

I think the weather has a lot to do with my mood. Its cold, damp and raining right now. I gained all this extra weight when I moved here and was cooped up for months due to the crummy winter weather.

Cest la vie..tomorrow will get better. I am just going to enjoy a bowl of whipped cream and think happy thoughts!

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