Diario de PrincessEssex, 12 may. 08

Hiya people
I have not been able to get on here due to one thing or another but weighed myself on the weekend to find out I am now 11stone 2pounds that is 10 pounds in 3 weeks roughly. I am so chuffed as I have been ahving one bad day a week so as not to exclude myself - e.g my friend had a BBQ last week and I found that although I should not be eating burgers etc I did not eat nearly as much as I would have usually so my body is automatically becoming full after so much.
The ex has been about still - not near me thank goodness but telling my friends he has noticed I have lost weight and maybe him abusing me was a good thing - my friends could not believe what he was saying!! My holiday is in July and I would love to be my ideal weight of 10 stone. I would be in heaven - but it scares me now as I am constantly looking at my belly and bust (tend to lose it there) making sure they are getting smaller - I hope i dont hit 10 stone and start wanting to be 8stone or something as I believe it canbe a vicious circle sometimes. I have not been able to fill my food in on here but am more than happy to give people my daily eatings through PM if maybe they feel the diet they are on is not working - you could try this for 7 days and see how you get on?
Thanks to everyone who has been messaging me and supporting me - as I said with one thing and another its not always practical for me to come onto a site like this - bloody frustrating!!
Hope you are all doing well - I am sure you all are - and I am sure we will all be looking fab soon and feeling on top of the world!
Love to you all - and I genuinely mean it.
PrincessEssex ***xxx***xxx***