Diario de amandapanda, 13 mar. 08

so i eat way too much of everything, basically. today i had A LOT of rice... cream of wheat.. some bread.
i guess i eat too many carbs. well ill try and make all my meals to be 50% vegetables. for my health mainly... they dont work as fillers, because i dont think i even posses a 'stop' button. im never full, and im always wanting to eat. its a constant game of trying to distract myself from eating.
i dont want to live like this all my life. its exhausing! and im not at the wight i want to be at, so every day is a reminder of how ive failed myself. its a bummer, but thats why im HERE!

wishing you all the best!
<3